Am I selfish for wishing my dominant would fuck me more?

Am I a selfish faggot Sir? I serve a very big, heavy, hairy, powerful alpha. He has a 9 x 6.5 cock, he's 6'2, 240lbs, very hairy and he stinks of sweat when we meet. He loves to be dominant. I'm required to lick clean his feet, pits, balls and arse when we meet. I suck and choke on his big dick. My useless cock is ignored totally. Just wish he's smash my cunt much more. Been too inferior to ask. Other alphas always fuck me - they love it. He's amazing. Am I being a spoiled fag? What should I do?

Are you a selfish faggot? Maybe? It’s kinda hard to say based on what you wrote. It doesn’t sound like it. A spoiled fag would insist on being fucked. Then pout when he doesn’t get his way and act out by way of protest.

You could try asking and see what he says. You’d be surprised how flexible alphas can be.

Some things to consider:
He may just like oral. Plenty of men prefer it to anal. That dominant has a very large cock. I have a buddy with a cock just a bit larger than that. He despises anal. His cock is just too big for 90% of the guys he encounters. He hates getting all worked up to fuck when men just can’t take it and he’s left disappointed. He loves oral as a result because it’s easier and he can control the blow job and at least a mouth fits over his cock. So that’s also possible.

If you’re being fucked by other alphas, then you can probably just get your needs met with them and simply be satisfied to serve this alpha how he likes it. I’d consider whether or not being fucked frequently is a NEED or a WANT. If it’s something you need to be happy, great. That means it needs to be a considered requirement for when you serve alphas. And it may mean you need to move on from the man you’re serving if it’s that important. If you are in a monogamous situation with him and he isn’t willing to fuck more, ask for an open relationship (sexually non-monogamous, romantically monogamous if that works for you both).

On the other hand if it’s a want, you can still try mentioning it to your Sir and see what he says. If he outright says no, then accept it. If he says yes but doesn’t follow through immediately? Remind him. Prelube your hole for him as an invitation. Keep in mind that even if he says he’s willing to try, that it is a new habit that has to be formed. So consider offering as a way of reminding and tell him as much.

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